Akailah

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Naissance by Akailah, literature

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Naissance

I cleaned off my wall last night. I removed all traces of them and the memories I was trying to cling to, the memories I was trying to ignore. The thing is, it didn't ever hurt all that bad. That feeling that I usually get, where I get dizzy and shaky and everything stops moving all together, it didn't come until I pulled tokens of their love from my mind. My wall was bare when I pulled the papers and ornaments away, scattered with holes, a crack running down it, white plaster faded and chipping away. By the time I was done, my fingers were painted black from charcoal drawings, powdery from the pollen of dried flowers. B

Been Mobilized by Akailah, literature

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Been Mobilized

i came pre-packaged in mobile cellophane i was ever flexible and i'd take all your blame i was ready for make believe i'd sing your praises to lull you fast asleep mirroring what you loved and denying what you didn't like i smiled as you bent me you cracked my spine but you said i was damaged you shoved me under your bed and let me collect dust and you said i was useless you snapped my plastic neck and betrayed all my trust i wasn't good enough to attend your fancy plays i laughed at your dinner parties and you dropped me did you hope that i would break? when you left me in the dark you made just one mistake sitting me

Burn me Down by Akailah, literature

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Burn me Down

who led who on who pulled my finger who let the gas run when i lit my match feeling like a stupid bitch standing on the bridge stretching out for a kiss didnt notice the flames rising as i closed my eyes and puckered my lips laughing day after day hoping that a gentle smile could make sins melt away but they had to play with fire opened up shop then closed it back down all the customers ran off couldn't wait for renovations couldn't stay during my mental vacations i came pre-packaged and ready for make believe we sang our praises i was accidentally damaged shoved under your dusty bed and when i came out i didnt speak

Rip Tide by Akailah, literature

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Rip Tide

I need the balance of autumn I need to befriend rock bottom Your touch is all I yearn for, but don't you dare get near I've got to steal your limelight Just to appreciate midnight I'm going to slip on the seaweed when we visit the north shore I have to swim out with the rip tides I promise I won't go far It seems so selfish to love my edges frayed to steal their trust and take their secrets to my grave tear them apart with half-truths I don't know any other way I'm going to slip on the seaweed when we visit the north shore I have to swim out with the rip tides I promise I won't go far No I won't go out too far I promise

Amputate by Akailah, literature

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Amputate

I've got your spindle, the thread is thinning. You've got my scissors, ready to cut off the tingling. And I'm willing, so willing for your amputation. I'm searching these empty halls Banging against these walls, dear, and I swear I feel nothing You've taken care You've taken care You've taken care of all that. I'm tied in willows, strung up in your web. And you're fluffing pillows, although I can't feel your bed. My glass is full of turpentine steel wool, and your stained pride, stung everyone here but me. You know I'll hold you tonight You've taken care You've taken care You've taken care of all that. They all slip

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The Sludge by cloudlilyia, literature

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The Sludge

When I saw the snow, I was purely amazed. To me, snow is a time machine. It can take me back. Back to when the US was a big, scary place, full of wonders, full of hope. When the US represented a place empty of horrors, empty of chaos. Full of malls, and money, and glory. The US represented everything life had to offer. When I didn't know any better. When I wore capris that I said were pants, and squinted my eyes and made snow angels. When I made mudpies, my dirty hands conflicting with my more mature clothing. The snow brought these things back to me. It didn't matter that I had moved. The snow draped different houses, different cars. And I w

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Affair With A Shadow by Akailah, literature

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Affair With A Shadow

His voice echoed in her ears, she smiled thinly, closed her eyes and kissed his warm cheek, the summer breeze pushing them to dance in the night. She twirled, her skirt catching the wind and dancing with her, falling backwards into his outstretched arms, security and warmth spreading throughout her body. As she craned her head up to kiss his soft lips, two fingers gently placed themselves on her delicate mouth. He unentangled himself from her, walked out slowly into the distance. For a moment, she lay in the damp grass, letting the clean, crisp smell seep into her bones, arms over her head, kicking her flip flops off and running her toes th

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Favourite genre of music: Rock.
Operating System: XP
Skin of choice: my own
Personal Quote: I'm used to torture, it's the best way around her.

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Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

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Veruca Salt

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PC/ GC

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Akailah

Dec 11, 2004

And we're back to the comtemplation hour

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I used to know her I used to talk about her Waiting for the day that she would listen I used to know her I used to stick up for her Something in her smile was so bitchin' I used to sing, I used to sing I used to know her Used to know all about her I used to need her There was something about her I'm used to torture It's the best way around her I used to know her Now it just doesnt matter, oh yeah Oh yeah... I used to fuck him I used to simplify him Something in his walk was like jim morrison I used to touch him I used to justify him Lying to my face with my permission. I used to sing, I used to sing I used to fuck him

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Akailah

Dec 7, 2004

'cause i did it Ebay

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Amazon.com has nothing on Ebay. Its so easy, so quick, so curteous... and it has better selection and rarer items. Addictions are completely understandable. I may develop one. Who knows?

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Akailah

Nov 23, 2004

Where's my lip gloss?!?!

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thanksgiving is one of the best holidays. I will be making the pies. The stuffing, too. And the squash, and maybe the potatoes. that is assuming, of course, that the young children do not kill me tonight. And, the eternal question: "Where's my lip gloss??"

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bobweb

Dec 3, 2004

Thanks for the fav on Sorrow At The Zoo! I very much appreciate it!

cloudlilyia

Nov 17, 2004

thank youuuuuuuu for the fav deviled egggss!!!!

cloudlilyia

Nov 9, 2004

Hi Deviled Eggs. Let's feah foh our sahnitay. I didn't really want to do it...but here goes:

Guess what...... YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED! Spread the love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, HUG THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug

*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil

:Hug:

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Oct 14, 2004

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Ailurophile

Aug 15, 2004

Thank you for the comment and the watch!

It's only my third watch, too, so it's extra-special.

amme-f

Jul 19, 2004

YOU'VE BEEN HIT IN THE FACE WITH A GUMMY BEAR!!!
And you have been given a bag of gummy bears to throw back!
So throw them at the next innocent person that standing near you!

RULES!!!
1-You must throw gummy bears at at least '6' people!
Your ammunition!
2-You can't throw a gummy bear at the person who threw one at you.
3-Unfortunately, you can't eat them.
4-Start spreading the gummy bear throwing love around DA

amme-f

Jul 7, 2004

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YOU HAVE BEEN STRUCK BY THE RANDOM MOO!!!

with a baa

Copy this message onto other Deviant's user pages!^_^

RULEZ:
1- You can MOO the person who MOO'd you! (it's encouraged!)
2- You ~MUST~ MOO at least 5 people! (if you don't, no big deal - I'll just go kill myself and put that on your conscience...)
3- MOO anyone (or anything) you want. MOO's are non-discriminatory!

Remember to MOO whoever MOO'd you! They took the time to do it to you, why not return the love?^^

Random MOO-ing started by ~LamentingAngel and ~DarkOrchid on May 12, 2004! Have fun!^^